Miata

I am excited. there is a little, blue miata that is almost done and she is mine! yay!

In the dark, In my car

Last night I sat in my car, and thought of you
In the dark, in the night, I tried to fight
Feelings that it isn't me you’re looking for
I smeared red on my lips, coloring outside the lines
It has been a long time, it has been a long time
Since I have seen my eyes that scared
Since I looked in the mirror
Looked into the dark
And all of the coal on my eyes
Couldn’t let me ignore
Red lips and darkness
Wouldn't let me hide
The tears in my eyes,
You don't sit beside me anymore.

Last night I sat in my car, and I wondered where you were. I can look at the sky, I could look in my eyes, but I still can't understand what I did that made you go so far. I wish I could cover your memory like I do my eyes, a mask on my heart in pink hues, so it will look strong, so it won't know you. Nothing you ever wrote was for me.